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The Beast In The Box

by Bruce W. Derr

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1.
The "I Lost My Leg To Snakebite" Blues I lost my leg to snakebite Do you hear me yet? Are you there? I flatlined and came back from the light Is that good enough? Do you care? Poets cost a couple of bucks...a day Is that a joke? Am I on my own here? He drank the ocean and he went MIA Guess he found a rock It's a strange, sometimes sad ship to steer I found out today that I'm dying Can you believe that? Ain't it a surprise? The truth is a drag, please accept this lyin' I can deal with that You've gotten wise... Beggars will cost you a pocketful of dough...a day Is that a joke? Am I on my own here? He ate the land and had very little to say His spirit choked It's a strange, sometimes sad ship to steer Drunks'll cost you whatever you got...a day Yeah, thats the truth They wish they could disappear. They could drink the oceans... They could go MIA... and leave a note on the noose... It's been a strange sometimes sad ship to steer It's been a strange...sometimes sad ship to steer
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Because It's Easy I'll talk myself out of thinking clearly Take myself outta the game early Throw a sad face when there's no reason Destroy myself 'cause it's easy Hold my hand above a fire Hang my head to the muck and the mire Walk around outside my body Feel angry and let it please me No no no no no no... There's a situation here Don't walk away Call on higher power Call in a favor I'll question what I believe is true I find that nothing is ever new I insult what I don't understand And hide, because it's easy I avoid what makes me wanna run Pick a fight with a loaded gun I'll get in the dirt when I'm feeling bad and I do...just because it's so easy
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Everybody's An Animal We've all been a bad headache And everybody's been a bore We've all crawled into bed with a bad decision while there's something important to ignore It's what we do...we tell stories We don't admit it to ourselves That we've got jars and jars of old acid sitting...waiting on our shelves Nobody is an angel Nobody is a the devil But everybody is an animal And nobody's on the level Everybody is a liar every once in a while Everybody alive has pretended they were angry when inside there's some sly phony smile Everybody is an angel Everybody is the devil And everybody is an animal And nobody's on the level
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The Devil Doesn't Care Who I Am God doesn't mean not to worry about me... And the devil doesn't care who I am The poison's become the water but there's a sign of land The devil doesn't care who I am Pennies never looked so shiny to me And the grass seems to never be greener where I stand Got an ounce of good luck... I'm waiting on the pound of bad Does the devil even know who I am? I saw a spider It changed my day I couldn't rest my head anymore Over my shoulder Under my feet I can't rest my head anymore Church is a choice, when my bed is a friend And the devil doesn't care who I am Where I sleep Where I hide Where I choose to stand The devil would be bored with who I am. Looking over my shoulder for a spider I'm changing my ways I can't rest my head anymore Over my shoulder At my door I can't rest my head anymore I can't rest my head anymore God doesn't mean not to worry about me... And the devil doesn't care who I am
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Go Away, Peacefully I don't wanna fight tonight I don't wanna change the rules I don't care to strip the air of your breath... or rip the dirt from our jewels Go way Go away Go away, peacefully People pace one million streets Up and down countless miles But I can see the truth Yeah, I can see black teeth inside the smiles Go away Go away Go away, peacefully There's no way that something won't change There's no chance of things staying the same There's no way that today is the day There's no chance it's gonna work out that way.. Hearts can't lie to similar hearts Real love will never go missing for long, if at all There are rats in New York City as sure as there is a road...and a call So, go away Go away Go away, peacefully
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Dinosaur Bones Everything happened Everything's real Everything's the truth There's a path to heaven and a road straight to hell An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth Jesus Christ hears me pray I'll be saved tomorrow, if not today God's alive and well I'm told What's the ransom on the soul I sold? The devil makes me drink and smoke makes me cuss and keeps me broke Plants ideas inside my head Give me that wine...no give me the big sins instead Everything happened It's been written down The sky will fall on us any day now 'Cause the preacher sinned He dreamed of dinosaur bones Until you're forgiven, well you're on your own
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Seven Apologies Seven apologies Seven sins First step Last breath A new day begins That night ends The whole world spins Seven apologies Seven sins Endless heartbreak Countless sighs Lots of lows Not a lot of highs Curled up on a wing Freezing as time flies A shaky engine In stormy skies A haunted house on a haunted road on the bad side of town stays troubled Warning signs Caution lines Trespassing fines are doubled Rolling fog dead end street brave young fool with fearless feet great mistakes play on repeat shameful rhythm a dying beat Seven apologies Seven sins First step Last breath A new day begins
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Sleeping in the graveyard Been sleeping in the graveyard I been waking up alone Never mind the bodies of the dead Never mind the stories on the stones Been running on the ceilings Dangled by tied heels, upside down Jumping at the tiny sounds of life Burnt out on the living sights in town And I'm feeling less and less amazed by the hour That's the power of living with the dead Sleep tight Put a set of old lungs to rest 'Cause that's what you do best I'm feeling less and less amazed by the hour Been drinking in the backyard Holding onto electric wire couldn't I.D a pyro maniac walking wasted straight out of a fire And I'm feeling less and less amazed by the hour That's the power of living with the dead Sleep tight Put a set of old lungs to rest 'Cause that's what you do best I'm feeling less and amazed by the hour Been aging in the junkyard alongside busted parts of chrome Once you get over being thrown away You can pretty much call any junkyard home
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The Enemy 02:54
The Enemy You were once a sad eyed alchemist You could've dusted the earth with your breath Should have sorted yourself from the rust Oh, you were oblivious Holding it together A stone atop a feather You were once a slow death chemistry set Pinwheel brains, and mazes of madness An ancient shelf of dust You were later on...oblivious A head just above the water Sand atop a treasure You don't appreciate hopeful songs Can't relate, Won't hum along The road is always rough Or, maybe your wheels are on all wrong You were once upon a time the enemy The troubled branch on your own hanging tree Sickness got to be a must Once again you were oblivious... Holding it together The season fights the weather You don't appreciate hopeful songs Can't relate, Won't hum along The road is always rough Or, maybe your wheels are on all wrong
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Razor In My Shoe, In Heaven I'll want a razor blade in my shoe in heaven I'll get a dagger in my back in heaven I feel an earthquake, and tornadoes heading to heaven I'll gouge out eyes if I'm being choked in heaven I'll talk straight to the force I face in heaven I expect to feel all my aches in heaven I'll be waiting in line I've got some time to do Doing time is nothing new Come down, lay low Who's covering up for who? Wasted lives are nothing new I'll sneak on stage to speak my peace in heaven I'll pay my way. There's no way there's no money in heaven I see a wall to write on and sheets to sign in heaven I'll be waiting in line I've got some time to do Doing time is nothing new Come down, lay low Who's covering up for who? Wasted lives are nothing new Wasting time is nothing new Wasted Life is nothing new
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I Don't Belong Here Oh lord, I don't belong here No lord, I don't belong here There's no hope There's no air I find a crowd hides anywhere That's why I don't belong here or there No, I know I don't belong here Oh lord, I don't forgive you No lord, I won't forgive you You fucked with me So I fucked with you Lies are on the tips of tongues, it's true That's why I can't forgive the things you do No, I don't belong here Bought a book Burned a book A book of rules... You send me around the gates of hell To tempt me is so cruel No, I know I know I don't belong here. Oh lord, I don't believe it No lord, I won't believe it It's pointless to try... Yet we crawl through it still We're piles of flies on a window sill We all die...some even kill No...I know I don't belong here. Bought a book Burned a book A book of rules... You send me around the gates of hell To tempt me is so cruel No, I know I don't belong here
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Doctor Kills Doctor Liar fools liar Seeker finds seeker Lucky man finds love Unlucky man is a tragedy Monster scares monster Angel soothes angel Doctor kills doctor And the judge is the devil in daylight Junkie fronts junkie Actor impresses actor Con-man con's con-man See...the look is all to same Butcher cuts up butcher Archer 'heart shots' archer Writer 'writes up' writer God and Jesus...they're to blame All in all All in all All in all One falls One stands tall Scientist builds scientist Hoarder saves hoarder Lover uses lover The trick is not to feel so used... But liars do fool liars Monsters will scares monsters Doctors kill doctors And the judge is the devil in daylight All in all All in all All in all One falls One stands tall
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Winter The Ghost Town I like it cold I'd hate the electric chair I'll stay in the hallway until I don't see the storm. Up in the attic... We've got space I've never seen Is that where they kept the bodies? Did something die, was something born? The circles of winter come to us, and spin us around The circus of winter becomes to us a ghost town I have a candle Though there's light here for the blind I age much faster now that I've found wasting time. Nobody's rewarded We got dimmed lights all around When good news can kill you Nobody wants to hear of sound The circles of winter come to us, and spin us around The circus of winter comes to us a ghost town
14.
Apocalypse Addicts One time One last time Centuries, maybe decades...gone by At light speed Crying, crying, and more crying We're fakes, we're frauds...we're buying time We're so regretful You and I Lies...and lies...and more lies Miles...and miles...and more miles Who could understand? What fits doesn't always land Chasing us through sins, and rivers of sins with the hope of new beginnings are apocalypse addicts Chasing us through sins and rivers of sins are apocalypse addicts Wait here At the end of the line, please dear This aura's one of shame and fog Now who's been laid to waste? The unlucky ones Are we the misplaced sons of the forgotten, or maybe the forgetful? You and I Lies...and lies...and more lies Miles...and miles...and more miles Who could understand? What fits doesn't always land Chasing us through sins, and rivers of sins with the hope of new beginnings are apocalypse addicts Chasing us through sins and rivers of sins with the bones of new beginnings are apocalypse addicts
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Choked Up Can't Speak There was a fool who wore a crown Celebrated falling down Dug through the dirt in a ballroom gown And believed everything I told him There were two instead of one One stayed wound tight, one came undone White cloud light...or black sky ton? The cards turn as you unfold them You're at a crossroads of understanding and greek You're at the intersection of bold and weak There's a fine line between choked up and can't speak Those tales are so tall the way you told them As you're looking off to one side Straight ahead's a perfect place to hide One key, 2 eyes, 2 minds, one life The cards cost you as you hold them You're at a crossroads of understanding and greek You're at the intersection of bold and weak There's a fine line between choked up and can't speak Those tales are so tall the way you told them
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Five Dead Wolves I'm as useless as five dead wolves I'm forgettable like the lie after you lie And I try...not to feel that way I'm as hollow as the rose that was the weed I'm as jealous as the sand is of the sea And I try...I try not to be The truth is always so scary Nobody opens the door all the way The past is so unfair...and blurry Like the moon on a leash Like the sun at bay Like the moon on a long leash Like the noon sun at bay I keep my hands and knees here in the dirt day after day. I'm as lost as every sad fool And I believe we're all sad fools And I try not to be the exception to that rule The truth is always so scary Nobody opens the door all the way The past is so unfair...and blurry Like the moon on a leash Like the sun at bay Like the moon on a long leash Like the noon sun at bay I'm as angry as old bones alone and aching I'm as lonesome and sad as a heart breaking but I try...I try not to feel that way
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Angels And Evils There are bad kids there are bad priests there are angels and evils and savage beasts there are sickness cells there are demon tones Funeral plots and wish bones There's a devil here through history trying to get it's hooks in me Doesn't need to beg Doesn't need to plead It's a kick back and he plants his seeds Torn up and seeing things Jesus face in spikes and buckles Shadows of his skull on my wall Frame it all...light it up A broken jaw and bloody knuckles shadows hide, shadows fall Sacred vines bend to get away Fathers kill and mothers pray Soon we're tangled A web evil spun Jesus look at what the devil's done Poison apples toxic roots Bury me in my wedding suit Don't sew the holes Leave the dirt Have a drink for me Cause death could hurt Torn up and seeing things Jesus face in spikes and buckles Shadows of his skull on my wall Frame it all...or box it up A broken jaw and bloody knuckles Shadows hide, shadows fall There are bad kids there are bad priests there are angels and savage beasts there are sickness cells there are demon tones Funeral plots and wish bones
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Empty Bones And Bottles Man, that outfit covers you like germs and rhinestones And what you mean to say to me gets left behind like empty bones Empty bones and pretend make easy friends and what never begins never ends It never ends Hallelujah I hear a siren Turns out I'm not alone Thank goodness, no thank god Something keeps this skin on my bones Empty bones are decisions While being lost is a vision What never does begin never ends Nothing never ends The sign ahead will welcome you It'll say "welcome back, welcome home" For all your preachin' and all your prayers You've earned your empty bones Empty bones and bottles always make amends Well hello old friend here we go again how will it end how will it end

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released December 10, 2013

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Bruce W. Derr Lewisburg, Pennsylvania

Started playing music at 17. Made lots of records. Took 8 years off and got drunk. Came back and made a record with my brother as DAYDRINKER (the finest band to never truly exist.) Partnered up with Earl Pickens and formed The Sweetbriars. Joined Philly legends MARAH. Back to making records. ... more

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